“The Stewards there already,” he said. “And you cant get out of the other door...”
“Behind the chair—quick!” whispered Pantalaimon, and in a flash Lyra was out of the armchair and crouching behind it. It wasnt the best one for hiding behind:
“This is what you wanted all the time,” he said after a moment. “You wanted to hide in here and watch. Why didnt I realize that before?”
Lyra whispered, “Did you see that, Pan?”
“Its no good, Pan, Im staying,” she said. “Theres another robe or something here. Ill put that on the floor and make myself comfortable. Ive just got to see what they do.”
What she saw next, however, changed things completely.
“Dont be silly! I want to look around!”
“And the Steward doesnt come in till the first bell. Stop fussing.”
“What dyou think they talk about?” Lyra said, or began to say, because before shed finished the question she heard voices outside the door.
“No,” he said. “I think it is, like you do. And I think its none of our business. And I think it would be the silliest thing youve ever done in a lifetime of silly things to interfere. Its nothing to do with us.”
“Its none of your business! If they want to enjoy their little secrets you should just feel superior and let them get on with it. Hiding and spying is for silly children.”
“And youve decanted some of the special Tokay for him?”
“Thats the Stewards bell!” said Lyra. “I thought we had more time than that.”
It was the Master. As Lyra held her breath, she saw the servants daemon (a dog, like all servants daemons) trot in and sit quietly at his feet, and then the Masters feet became visible too, in the shabby black shoes he always wore.
She sat in one of the green leather armchairs. It was so deep she found herself nearly lying down, but she sat up again and tucked her legs under her to look at the portraits on the walls. More old Scholars, probably; robed, bearded, and gloomy, they stared out of their frames in solemn disapproval.
Pantalaimon settled on her shoulder.
Lyra heard a tiny whisper; obviously Pantalaimon had squeezed in beside her.
“Happy now? Can we go?” he whispered.
Her main thought was anxiety, and it wasnt for herself. Shed been in trouble often enough to be used to it. This time she was anxious about Lord Asriel, and about what this all meant. It wasnt often that he visited the college, and the fact that this was a time of high political tension meant that he hadnt come simply to eat and drink and smoke with a few old friends. She knew that both Lord Asriel and the Master were members of the Cabinet Council, the Prime Ministers special advisory body, so it might have been something to do with that; but meetings of the Cabinet Council were held in the palace, not in the Retiring Room of Jordan College. Then there was the rumor that had been keeping the College servants whispering for days. It was said that the Tartars had invaded Muscovy, and were surging north to St. Petersburg, from where they would be able to dominate the Baltic Sea and eventually overcome the entire west of Europe. And Lord Asriel had been in the far North: when shed seen him last, he was preparing an expedition to Lapland…
Her daemons name was Pantalaimon, and he was currently in the form of a moth, a dark brown one so as not to show up in the darkness of the hall.
The other door, the one the Master had entered and left by, opened onto the busy corridor between the library and the Scholars common room. At this time of day it was thronged with men pulling on their gowns for dinner, or hurrying to leave papers or briefcases in the common room before moving nto the hall. Lyra had planned to leave the way shed come, banking on another few minutes before the Stewards bell rang.
But she put her palm over the ringing crystal anyway, and Pantalaimon fluttered ahead and through the slightly open door of the Retiring Room at the other end of the dais. After a moment he appeared again.
“Do you think therell be a war?”
The Butler bowed slightly and turned to leave, his daemon trotting obediently after him. From her not-much-of-a-hiding place Lyra watched as the Master went to a large oak wardrobe in the corner of the room, took his gown from a hanger, and pulled it laboriously on. The Master had been a powerful man, but he was well over seventy now, and his movements were stiff and slow. The Masters daemon had the form of a raven, and as soon as his robe was on, she jumped down from the wardrobe and settled in her accustomed place on his right shoulder.
shed chosen one in the very center of the room, and unless she kept very quiet...
The Master took from his pocket a folded paper and laid it on the table beside the wine. He took the stopper out of the mouth of a decanter containing a rich golden wine, unfolded the paper, and poured a thin stream of white powder into the decanter before crumpling the paper and throwing it into the fire. Then he took a pencil from his pocket, stirred the wine until the powder had dissolved, and replaced the stopper.
“No, Master,” said the Butler. “No word from the aerodock, either.”
“Exactly what I knew youd say. Now stop nagging.”
“Good. Now leave me, please.”
She didnt reply until the Steward had left. It was his job to supervise the waiting at the high table; she could hear the Scholars coming into the hall, the murmur of voices, the shuffle of feet.
Pantalaimon fluttered swiftly to the hall door, and swiftly back.
“Were going to have to stay here now. Why dont you listen to me?”
“Theres no one there,” he whispered. “But we must be quick.”
“Dont be stupid,” Lyra said. “I cant sit in here and watch them give him poison!”
“Its a good thing I didnt,” she whispered back. “We wouldnt have seen the Master put poison in the wine otherwise. Pan, that was the Tokay he asked the Butler about! Theyre going to kill Lord Asriel!”
But as he spoke, there came the sound of a bell ringing once from the far end of the hall.
“Youre not taking this seriously,” whispered her daemon. “Behave yourself.”
“Theyre making too much noise to hear from the kitchen,” Lyra whispered back.
And if she hadnt seen the Master tipping that powder into the wine, she might have risked the Stewards anger, or hoped to avoid being noticed in the busy corridor. But she was confused, and that made her hesitate.
It was a large room, with an oval table of polished rosewood on which stood various decanters and glasses, and a silver smoking stand with a rack of pipes.
“Pan,” she whispered.
She had been crouching. She carefully stood up, feeling around for the clothes hangers in order not to make a noise, and found that the wardrobe was bigger than shed thought. There were several academic robes and hoods, some with fur around them, most faced with silk.
“Youre a coward, Pan.”
“They do themselves well, dont they, Pan?” she said under her breath.
“Very good, Master.”
“Certainly I am. May I ask what you intend to do? Are you going to leap out and snatch the glass from his trembling fingers? What did you have in mind?”
The two of them sat in silence for a while, Lyra uncomfortable on the hard floor of the wardrobe and Pantalaimon self-righteously twitching his temporary antennae on one of the robes. Lyra felt a mixture of thoughts contending in her head, and she would have liked nothing better than to share them with her daemon, but she was proud too. Perhaps she should try to clear them up without his help.
Lyra and her daemon moved through the darkening hall, taking care to keep to one side, out of sight of the kitchen. The three great tables that ran the length of the hall were laid already, the silver and the glass catching what little light there was, and the long benches were pulled out ready for the guests. Portraits of former Masters hung high up in the gloom along the walls. Lyra reached the dais and looked back at the open kitchen door, and, seeing no one, stepped up beside the high table. The places here were laid with gold, not silver, and the fourteen seats were not oak benches but mahogany chairs with velvet cushions.
She heard the Stewards heavy wheezing, and through the crack where the door hadnt quite shut she saw him adjust the pipes in the rack by the smoking stand and cast a glance over the decanters and glasses. Then he smoothed the hair over his ears with both palms and said something to his daemon. He was a servant, so she was a dog; but a superior servant, so a superior dog. In fact, she had the form of a red setter. The daemon seemed suspicious, and cast around as if shed sensed an intruder, but didnt make for the wardrobe, to Lyras intense relief.
His daemon gave a soft brief squawk. The Master replied in an undertone, and looked around with his hooded, clouded eyes before leaving through the door hed come in by.
“Yes, Master. The 1898, as you ordered. His Lordship is very partial to that, I remember.”
“All right, I do,” she said. “Everyone knows they get up to something secret.
“Ive never heard such nonsense,” he said shortly. “How do you think youre going to keep still for four hours in this poky wardrobe? Let me go and look in the corridor. Ill tell you when its clear.”
“Do you need the lamp, Master?”
Lyra was afraid of the Steward, who had twice beaten her.
“I didnt have anything in mind, and well you know it,” she snapped quietly.
“Yes, leave that too. Look in during dinner to trim it, will you?”
He fluttered from her shoulder, and she saw his little shadow appear in the crack of light.
“You dont know its poison.”
On a sideboard nearby there was a little chafing dish and a basket of poppy heads.
Then a deep voice said, “Has Lord Asriel arrived yet?”
They have a ritual or something. And I just wanted to know what it was.”
Then she heard heavy footsteps on the dais. The Steward was coming to make sure the Retiring Room was ready for the Scholars poppy and wine after dinner. Lyra darted to the oak wardrobe, opened it, and hid inside, pulling the door shut just as the Steward entered. She had no fear for Pantalaimon: the room was somber colored, and he could always creep under a chair.
“But now Ive seen what the Master did, I havent got any choice. Youre supposed to know about conscience, arent you? How can I just go and sit in the library or somewhere and twiddle my thumbs, knowing whats going to happen? I dont intend to do that, I promise you.”
The door opened, and the light changed in the room; one of the incomers was carrying a lamp, which he put down on the sideboard. Lyra could see his legs, in their dark green trousers and shiny black shoes. It was a servant.
“Oh, of course it is. Dont you remember, he made the Butler leave the room before he did it? If it was innocent, it wouldnt have mattered the Butler seeing. And I know theres something going on—something political. The servants have been talking about it for days. Pan, we could prevent a murder!”
Lyra could feel Pantalaimon bristling with anxiety, though he made no sound. For herself, she was pleasantly excited.
“Of course I did! Now hurry out, before the Steward comes!”
“Yes?”
Crouching behind the high table, Lyra darted along and through the door into the Retiring Room, where she stood up and looked around. The only light in here came from the fireplace, where a bright blaze of logs settled slightly as she looked, sending a fountain of sparks up into the chimney. She had lived most of her life in the College, but had never seen the Retiring Room before: only Scholars and their guests were allowed in here, and never females. Even the maidservants didnt clean in here. That was the Butlers job alone.
“Come somewhere else, then.”
The visitor mentioned by the Master, Lord Asriel, was her uncle, a man whom she admired and feared greatly. He was said to be involved in high politics, in secret exploration, in distant warfare, and she never knew when he was going to appear. He was fierce: if he caught her in here shed be severely punished, but she could put up with that.
“I wonder if these are all the Masters?” she whispered. “When he gets honorary degrees from other places, perhaps they give him fancy robes and he keeps them here for dressing-up....Pan, do you really think its not poison in that wine?”
Lyra stopped beside the Masters chair and flicked the biggest glass gently with a fingernail. The sound rang clearly through the hall.
“I expect hell be hungry when he arrives. Show him straight into Hall, will you?”