But the gyptians were coming. Think of that. Think of lorek Byrnison. And dont give yourself away, she said, and drifted back toward the canteen, from where a lot of noise was coming.
“The fire bell, like this afternoon. Its all organized. All the kidsre going to know and none of the grownups. Especially not her.”
“Every adult had a task to do, and every task would have taken their full attention, and every task was done. There is no possibility that any of the staff here could have opened the door. None. So either someone came from outside altogether with the intention of doing that, or one of the children managed tofind his way there, open the door and the cages, and return to the front of the main building.”
“Good. Cause Im going to go and look round. Theres a way through the ceiling that this boy showed me....”
“She never told us about kids getting killed. She never said nothing about that.”
They were saying nothing interesting, so she moved on.
“But when you went back inside—”
They were as frightened as Lyra was. She found Annie and the others, and sat down.
“It was her—with the monkey daemon—”
Lyra said, “Where do they go to talk?”
All the other things shed seen, and even the hideous cruelty of the intercision, she could cope with; she was strong enough; but the thought of that sweet face and gentle voice, the image of that golden playful monkey, was enough to melt her stomach and make her pale and nauseated.
They all contributed items of clothing to bulk out Lyras bed and make it look as if she was still there, and swore to say they knew nothing about it. Then Lyra listened at the door to make sure no one was coming, jumped up on the locker, pushed up the panel, and hauled herself through.
“That monkey, hes the worst—he caught my Karossa and nearly killed her—I could feel all weak....”
“Listen,” she said, “do they ever come round and see if were asleep?”
“What signal?” Annie demanded.
“Then its up to me to undo it, isnt it?”
She listened carefully, and then inched her way along till she was as close as she could get to the speakers. Then she lay full length in the metal channel and leaned her head sideways to hear as well as she could.
“If you hadnt done that, none of this would have happened,” he whispered back.
But luckily, there was such disorder inside, with the adults trying to hurry the children through so as to clear the way for the passengers from the zeppelin, that no one was watching very carefully. Lyra slipped out of the anorak, the leggings, and the boots and bundled them up as small as she could before shoving through the crowded corridors to her dormitory.
“It did. Unfortunately, it rang when everyone was outside, taking part in the fire drill.”
“She said shed write to my mum and dad and I bet she never....”
“A research student called McKay,” said one of the men. “But there areautomatic mechanisms to prevent this sort of thing happening—”
“More likely to get caught,” said Lyra.
Then she dropped the panel gently back into place and looked around.
But she knew roughly where she was, and she could see the dark bulk of her furs crammed in above the dormitory to guide her back. She could tell where a room was empty because the panels were dark, and from time to time she heard voices from below, and stopped to listen, but it was only the cooks in the kitchen, or the nurses in what Lyra, in her Jordan way, thought of as their common room.
Mrs. Coulter smiled and passed on without a word. Little by little the talk started again.
“But who is in charge of supervising that section?” said Mrs. Coulters gentle musical voice.
Their eyes were gleaming with hope and excitement. And all through the canteen the message was being passed around. Lyra could tell that the atmosphere had changed. Outside, the children had been energetic and eager for play; then when they had seen Mrs. Coulter they were bubbling with a suppressed hysterical fear; but now there was a control and purpose to their talkativeness. Lyra marveled at the effect hope could have.
“Probably the conference room,” said Annie. “They took us there once,” she added, meaning her and her dasmon. “There was about twenty grownups there and one of em was giving a lecture and I had to stand there and do what he told me, like seeing how far my Kyrillion could go away from me, and then hehypnotized me and did some other things....Its a big room with a lot of chairs and tables and a little platform. Its behind the front office. Hey, I bet theyre going to pretend the fire drill went off all right. I bet theyre scared of her, same as we are....”
She watched through the open doorway, but carefully, ready to duck her head, because there were adult voices coming, and then Mrs. Coulter herself was briefly visible, looking in and smiling at the happy children, with their hot drinks and their cake, so warm and well fed. A little shiver ran almost instantaneously through the whole canteen, and every child was still and silent, staring at her.
“I see,” said Mrs. Coulter coldly. “In that case, the daemons must have been released during the fire drill itself. And that widens the list of suspects to include every adult in the station. Had you considered that?”
“Listen,” she said, “can you keep a secret?”
She got her bearings, working out approximately which direction the conference room was in, and then set off. It was a far from easy journey. She had to move on hands and knees, because the space was too low to crouch in, and every so often she had to squeeze under a big square duct or lift herself over some heating pipes. The metal channels she crawled in followed the tops of internal walls, as far as she could tell, and as long as she stayed in them she felt a comforting solidity below her; but they were very narrow, and had sharp edges, so sharp that she cut her knuckles and her knees on them, and before long she was sore all over, and cramped, and dusty.
But she didnt see Mrs. Coulter, which was a relief. When it was time for bed, she knew she had to let the other girls into her confidence.
“Did she get you, too?”
“Had you considered that it might have been done by a child?” said someone else.
Because Lyra now realized, if she hadnt done so before, that all the fear in her nature was drawn to Mrs. Coulter as a compass needle is drawn to the Pole.
The three faces turned to her, vivid with expectation.
Lyra guessed theyd discovered the daemons escape, and were wondering how it had happened.
“Yeah!”
Children were lining up to get hot drinks, some of them still in their coal-silk anoraks. Their talk was all of the zep-pelin and its passenger.
“Unfortunately, both alarms are on the same circuit; thats a design fault that will have to be rectified. What it meant was that when the fire bell was turned off after the practice, the laboratory alarm was turned off as well. Even then it would still have been picked up, because of the normal checks that would have taken place after every disruption of routine; but by that time, Mrs. Coulter, you had arrived unexpectedly, and if you recall, you asked specifically to meet the laboratory staff there and then, in your room. Consequently, no one returned to the laboratory until some time later.”
There was the occasional clink of cutlery, or the sound of glass on glass as drink was poured, so they were having dinner as they talked. There were four voices, she thought, including Mrs. Coulters. The other three were men. They seemed to be discussing the escaped dasmons.
“But if I came with you—”
“Just dont say anything,” she whispered down to the three faces watching.
“They didnt work,” she said.
She explained, and before shed even finished, Annie said, “Ill come with you!”
“All right then,” said Annie, resigned.
“But the alarm didnt go off,” she said.
At last she came to the area where the conference room should be, according to her calculations; and sure enough, there was an area free of any pipework, where air conditioning and heating ducts led down at one end, and where all the panels in a wide rectangular space were lit evenly. She placed her ear to the panel, and heard a murmur of male adult voices, so she knew she had found the right place.
She jumped down, pushed back the locker, and whispered to Pantalaimon, “We must just pretend to be stupid till she sees us, and then say we were kidnapped. And nothing about the gyptians or lorek Byrnison especially.”
“They just look in once,” said Bella. “They just flash a lantern round, they dont really look.”
“With respect, they did, Mrs. Coulter. McKay assures us that he locked all the cages when he left the building at eleven hundred hours today. The outer door of course would not have been open in any case, because he entered and left by the inner door, as he normally did. Theres a code that has to be entered in the ordinator controlling the locks, and theres a record in its memory of his doing so. Unless thats done, an alarm goes off.”
Their two daemons were staring at each other, Pantalaimon as a wildcat, Annies Kyrillion as a fox. They were quivering. Pantalaimon uttered the lowest, softest hiss and bared his teeth, and Kyrillion turned aside and began to groom himself unconcernedly.
“No, you better not, cause itll be easier if theres just one person missing.
She was crouching in a narrow metal channel supported in a framework of girders and struts. The panels of the ceilings were slightly translucent, so some light came up from below, and in the faint gleam Lyra could see this narrow space (only two feet or so in height) extending in all directions around her. It was crowded with metal ducts and pipes, and it would be easy to get lost in, but provided she kept to the metal and avoided putting any weight on the panels, and as long as she made no noise, she should be able to go from one end of the station to the other.
You can all say you fell asleep and you dont know where Ive gone.”
“Its just like back in Jordan, Pan,” she whispered, “looking in the Retiring Room.”
She was silent, and the second man went on:
“And what are you doing to investigate?” she said. “No; on second thought, dont tell me. Please understand, Dr. Cooper, Im not criticizing out of malice. We have to be quite extraordinarily careful. It was an atrocious lapse to have allowed both alarms to be on the same circuit. That must be corrected at once.
It was quite common for struggles between children to be settled by their daemons in this way, with one accepting the dominance of the other. Their humans accepted the outcome without resentment, on the whole, so Lyra knew that Annie would do as she asked.
Lyra ducked her head at once under the shelter of her wolverine hood, and shuffled in through the double doors with the other children. Time enough later to worry about what shed say when they came face to face: she had another problem to deal with first, and that was how to hide her furs where she could get at them without asking permission.
“Theres a plan to escape,” Lyra said quietly. “Theres some people coming to take us away, right, and theyll be here in about a day. Maybe sooner. What we all got to do is be ready as soon as the signal goes and get our cold-weather clothes at once and run out. No waiting about. You just got to run. Only if you dont get your anoraks and boots and stuff, youll die of cold.”
Quickly she dragged a locker to the corner, stood on it, and pushed at the ceiling. The panel lifted, just as Roger had said, and into the space beyond she thrust the boots and leggings. As an afterthought, she took the alethiometer from her pouch and hid it in the inmost pocket of the anorak before shoving that through too.
For the rest of the day, Lyra stayed close to the other girls, watching, saying little, remaining inconspicuous. There was exercise, there was sewing, there was supper, there was playtime in the lounge: a big shabby room with board games and a few tattered books and a table-tennis table. At some point Lyra and the others became aware that there was some kind of subdued emergency going on, because the adults were hurrying to and fro or standing in anxious groups talking urgently.
